Horoscope for: Monday, December 19, 2005
Showing your softer side can be a tough one for you Mountain Goats, perhaps because you learned in the past that vulnerability leads to betrayal. This week, however, you have a chance to heal a wound that you've carried within your subconscious mind for years. Forgive yourself first. Then let go of the hate or anger you might feel for others. Your core values can change as your hard edges soften.
SOOOO true! the past few days I have been so sad and angry at the same time that I don't know how to even feel lately. I got so angry at Will that I broke down Thursday night and started crying my eyes out, punching him wherever I could and just telling him how I felt. I have to let go of so much! I have to let go of Will. I have to let myself heal. I have to forgive myself for so many stupid decisions I made. I just need the strength to do it.